the inner voice

the craziness in life now

It has been quite a long time since I write something in this blog.Busy I must say,juggling things between studies and work is indeed a huge challenge.Things became extra challenging when personal problems came hopping along,hahahaha.Crying and exploding has also been my full time hobby now,i don’t know why but I can’t stop doing it and honestly I’m changing into a very sensitive person.I tend to get emotional and angry at certain matter spontaneously.Life has indeed change in many ways.I hardly have time to ease myself with my personal time for me.The time will be spend on assignments,work and more assignments.

Being alone and having no one to share your problems is something sad,I feeling it now :( I think now i should start back all my activities so that I wont be love sick or stress with work and studies.Due to the recent determination tha I have,I come out with a list that I’m willing to do starting for this very moment :) 

Here it goes

1. eat lots of healthy food and stay healthy

2. start back my craft hobby :)

3. go for getaway with friend or family every 3 months once <3

4. pamper myself more each time i manage to fulfill a work @ assignment

5. get closer to GOD  

6. smile + share the love with everyone and make myself more happy 

7. don’t waste time and do work on time :)

It think that’s all for this list,hahah..now i need to do three more lists,my work list,my assignment list and my house chore list :)

UTM

YES!! I’m now 70% officially a student! ( yet to receive my student ID ) how will life be after this? will I be able to juggle things together? heheh,yet to know.I was quite worried about me being a student and the same time working,but my Programme Coordinator gave me courage to try and give it a shot.If things aren’t working well,then I can do it part time :) 

I’m not going to deny that things are extremely tiring,but I need to built up the spirit and face everything!! Chayok atya!!! Let’s see what will happen next I guess..hehe..I’m fully prepared with the student life that I’m about to face,looking forward for it.It gives me a different feeling,indeed a good one.

Strawberry Shortcake

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Soft, moist, fine-textured sponge cake that dissipates with a tinge of graininess, a thin layer of rich chiboust cream, vanilla scented whipped cream, slightly tart strawberries and a sprinkling of crisp dried madeleine biscuit.

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v-dAy

Valentine’s day is within a few hours from now.Some people think that it should be celebrated and some think that it shows something related to religion.For me,it’s a day to show love to people I love and adore most.Now you must be thinking,why should I show love on this special day whereas I can show my love everyday.I believe V-DAY is special and I would really love to show extra special love to people around me.It’s never a harm of show extra love, intimacy to people who are fit to receive all those.They will be happy and gain a feeling that there’s someone who loves them a lot.

V-day is all about love,flowers and more.It’s a day of making your love ones special.Shower them with all the love that they deserve and maintain the loving moments real.Never fake it and force it because it might turn out into something sad,not to say heartbroken.For those who are single,you can always celebrate it with your friends and family..I’m going to celebrate it with my parents :) I’m going to show them all the love that I have for them :P

I’m going to start my valentine’s day by hugging my mom tomorrow and continue doing that to my office-mates :) I’m planning to send love messages to my super girlfriends and remind them how wonderful they are.A good start for V-day.Special love message to my two brothers too!!

resolution?

We never fail to have new resolutions when it comes to new year,but have we ever thought whether the resolutions that we made had been accomplished?hehehe,I was wondering about it,and I can say that I have accomplished 20% of it :)

I don’t think it’s wrong to create new resolutions,I believe it motivates us to achieve it.We will work to get  what our heart desire.It’s never to late to work back on our old time resolutions.It’s never a stop actually.Just believe,trust yourself and hope that the day will come and then you will smile like there’s no tomorrow.

Talking about resolutions,I haven’t decide about my 2012 resolutions yet.Happiness will always be a priority for me.Maybe I’ll set it as my wishes,so I pray hard for it to come true <3. 

wishes 

1.to be fully independent

2.to continue my MASTERS without any complication.

3.to spend more time with my girlfriends.

4.to control my anger

5. respect and love my parents more

6. lastly,definitely upgrade my baking skills!!!

Baking?I guess I need to plan about this month’s baking experiment :) love!